I feel the tide turning and changes everywhere. The need to reconnect with my spirituality and look inward grows stronger every day. Covert things are going on at my place of work and I am very uncomfortable. Yesterday I decided that it's time to throw up the shields and focus on the tasks before me to get me through this uncertain and turbulent time. Nothing has been 'said', but I do feel it. I received a transmission from my spiritual guidance: "focus on your work, maintain a low profile, and trust no one". I will heed that advice because my spiritual guidance has never led me wrong.

Physically I am feeling better than I have in a long time, except for the fatigue. I continue to push forward to attain the goals (resolutions) I set for myself for 2009. February 1st marks the first of the '90 days of taking care of me'. This includes diet, exercise, aesthetics, emotional, psychological and spiritual wellbeing. Although it appears selfish, this effort will have huge impact on my family because I can't take care of me without taking care of them. We all deserve it.

I have decided. I want to move. I almost have a clear idea of what I want. This house has served us well, and I am forever grateful for it, however the time has come to move on to something else. I will be working on my 'list' later today to focus my intentions.

I'm feeling a transition period coming on and I am once again ready to embrace changes.